I can't believe how long it's been since I've been on the computer. The only excuse I have, (and it's a good one) is that my beautiful, sweet daughter keeps me more busy than I have EVER been in my life. She still does NOT NAP. But, she is so fun, and I seriously don't know where my days go. Hubby has been working non-stop, which in this economy I shouldn't complain about, but my only down time is when he is here,....and well, I'm sure you get the picture.
I have been having a really hard time. I recently experienced having someone in my life lose their sweet precious baby boy. It was harder than I could have ever imagined. I has been killing me to know what her and her family are going through, and there is absolutely NOTHING I can do to make it better.
I wondered why the women at my Mom's church and work who lost babies were so compassionate and torn up over Henry's death. Now I think I understand a little better. It is horrible to watch someone else experience the worst pain you have ever felt.
So, I have been thinking a lot about Henry lately, and pondering so many of the memories that have resurfaced.
Painful.
I still remember what I wore to the hospital. I still can't eat a Southwest salad from Ja.ck in the bo.x. Lots of stupid things. Things the doctor said, the nurses. People afterward.
YUK.
I hate that I don't really have any good memories.
O.k. that's enough for now.
Kate's been doing a lot of new things, and I'll try to get on here soon to talk about those. I'm excited we are going to see some old friends tomorrow who are in town, and maybe some more old friends on Friday.
If I don't get on here again before Thanksgiving, I hope everyone has a great holiday! We have so much to be thankful for !
Princess Emery is 11 weeks old!
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